Welcome

I’m a PhD student at Utrecht University trying to figure out the meaning of language, and the meaning of life in my spare time. You can find out more about my research project and other interests under the ‘Research’ tab above. This page also contains a list of papers and publications.

Apart from this, I blog about things that interest/move/amuse/anger me – including but not limited to social justice, food, art, feminism, religion and my latest unfinished sewing projects.

Teaching:

  • Inleiding Taalkunde 2012/2013 (with Marieke Schouwstra & many others) – course website coming soon
  • Foundations of Semantics and Pragmatics 2012/2013 (with Yoad Winter and Assaf Toledo) – course website
  • Semantiek 2012/2013 (with Yoad Winter and Assaf Toledo) – course website

Past teaching:

  • Inleiding Taalkunde 2011/2012 (with Rick Nouwen)
  • Semantiek 2011/2012 (with Yoad Winter)
  • Inleiding Taalkunde 2010/2011 (with Anna Chernilovskaya and Yoad Winter)

Other:
I’m a co-organiser of LUSH (Leiden Utrecht Semantics Happenings), a series of monthly talks in semantics and pragmatics alternating between Utrecht and Leiden. Visit the website here.

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So I’m sewing a wedding dress…

…which is why I’m having so few thoughts on the state of the world recently. Between doing semantics and getting married, there’s not a lot of spare time left.

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Incidentally, planning the assembly of a partly lined dress in such a way that there are no visible seams on the outside and as few as possible on the inside is higher math – as it turns out, a bit too high for me at this point in my sewing career. No one will actually be able to see this, but I’ll know, and now so will you.

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Hun hebben geen vierhonderd woorden voor sneeuw, of: het veelbewogen leven van een taalkundige

[juni 2012, voor het buurtkrantje van GW Nieuwegein]

Het is niet altijd fijn om taalkundige te zijn. Niet alleen is het moeilijk aan je buurman uit te leggen dat zijn zuurverdiende belastingcenten opgaan aan fundamenteel oover100wordsnderzoek naar de formele analyse van betekenis (‘eh, een soort combinatie van taalkunde en wiskunde, zeg maar’), je bent ook altijd degene die op feestjes de conversatie bederft doordat je je toch enigszins verplicht voelt erop te wijzen dat Eskimo’s geen vierhonderd woorden voor sneeuw hebben, het Nederlands niet verloedert en er nooit een gorilla is geweest die Engels heeft geleerd. Ook is het Chinees (of welke taal dan ook) niet moeilijker te leren dan het Nederlands (of welke taal dan ook) – praat welke taal dan ook tegen een baby en hij heeft hem zo’n beetje rond z’n vierde onder de knie. Trouwens, er is niks mis met hun hebben of groter als mij.*

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On the homeless and other noble savages

I suppose it’s not very original, but I’m a great fan of Shane Claiborne. His book The Irresistible Revolution is one of the most challenging and inspiring things I’ve ever read, despite the ubiquitous descriptions of Shane’s eyes filling with tears at practically everything he encounters (but he can’t help that, he’s American, bless him).

Shane writes beautifully and lovingly about the homeless people he likes to hang out with – how they become his friends and how much living with them changes his understanding of the Gospel. He also loves his homeless anecdotes. There’s the man who puts a pack of cigarettes on the offering plate in church, this being everything of worth he possesses. There’s the woman who’s fighting for a meal at a soup van, only to offer it to her elderly friend who is physically unable to get into the fray herself. There are adorable children who dream of becoming doctors and social workers and selflessly share the little they possess with other adorable children.

I don’t doubt that these anecdotes are true, and yet it’s striking how well they fit into a long (and I really mean long) tradition of idealising those we perceive as less civilised or less fortunate. The ‘noble savage’ is presented as more pure than us, untainted by modern society or material possessions. He’s a safekeeper of values we, the rich and civilised, have lost or forgotten. He’s in touch with nature and his inner self, genuine and childlike in his moral beliefs. We claim they should become more like us, but it is really us who should learn from them.

Is there anything wrong with the ‘noble savage’ trope? One would think that idealising people is better than dehumanising and exploiting them. Still, I think there are at least two reasons why we should try to stop perpetuating this trope.

(1) Idealisation is dehumanisation too. When you deny a fellow human their dark side, you’re essentially denying part of their humanity. You’re refusing to acknowledge those parts of them that do not fit your preconceived idea of how this person should be. You might even deny them agency, for fear that they might lose their ‘purity’ if they were to enjoy the same freedoms as you. Also, if you don’t see someone as fully human, it only takes a small step to start seeing someone as less human. Paradoxically, idealisation of the poor opens the door to exploitation of the poor.

(2) Painting the poor as ‘noble savages’ justifies the status quo. The trope of the noble savage suggests that there is a silver lining to poverty and misfortune: it kind of sucks but at least it’ll turn you into a better and happier human being. But that means that some beautiful things will be irrevocably lost in a world without ‘savages’. If we eradicate poverty, who will be left to show us the value of selflessness and simple living? Who will be left to denounce our greed and artifice? Who will confront us with ourselves and teach us to be happy? If the poor are perceived as the guardians of beauty and morality, if poverty is perceived as an antidote against the poison of modern society, the world cannot do without them. And in giving poverty and suffering a function, their existence – and perpetuation – are justified.

In many ways, the idea of the noble savage is tempting and comforting. It makes for a lovely anecdote, and might encourage people to love, spend time with and learn from their less fortunate neighbours. But in the end, it’s a lie, and like every lie it will end up turning you bitter and disappointed.

Like Shane Claiborne, I have worked with the homeless. Like Shane, I’ve found that this brings the words of Jesus to life in unexpected ways. I loved these people – but they weren’t noble. They weren’t selfless. They complained about everything. They refused to share what they had. They bullied those who were less tough. They said horribly racist and sexist things. They watched porn together on flashy smartphones.

They weren’t angels in human flesh. They were ordinary human beings. In fact, quite often, they were pretty much like me on a bad day, except they tended to have quite a bit more of those.

This was hard sometimes. It’s nice when you feel that people really deserve the energy you spend on them. It’s nice to see someone blossom under your attention. It’s nice to see them smile at you, missing teeth and all, and feel all warm and fuzzy inside. But just as often they don’t ‘deserve’ it, they don’t blossom, they don’t smile, and they don’t teach you valuable lessons about life and how to be a better human being.

And yet they have the same rights as I do – a right to care and attention and justice and equality, a right to live their own life and tell their own story. Not because they are better, purer, or more ‘noble’ than us. But because they’re fellow human beings, lovingly made in the image of the same God.

And I like to believe that real change will happen when we stop seeing others the way we want them to be, and learn to see them for who they really are: as beautiful as us and as wretched as us – as humans.

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We’ve come a long way

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A photoshopped model wearing sustainable clothes.

It’s tempting to think that the world is a pretty terrible place. And it’s tempting to think of yourself and your fellow human beings (OK, mainly your fellow human beings) as inclined to all evil and incapable of doing anything good. There’s an odd kind of comfort in cynicism.

So, let’s get out of our comfort zone for a bit and celebrate the fact that the world might not be such a bad place after all. In some respects, it’s definitely getting better.

Six years ago I wrote a cynical piece about my quest to buy an organic cotton t-shirt (read it below; spoiler: I failed). Rereading it made me realise how much has changed since then: the workers who make our t-shirts still die in factory fires, but at least they might’ve been sewing organic tees.

Wait, that still sounded cynical. Let me try again.

In 2013, I can buy my organic t-shirt on practically every street corner. Major retailers like H&M, C&A, and HEMA offer fair and sustainable clothing lines. You can save up for free organic towels every time you fill up your car at a chain of petrol stations Google can’t tell me the name of (but I definitely remember seeing it on billboards). Even the companies that don’t actually do much, seem to acknowledge that fair and sustainable trade is a Good Thing. And even the more indiscriminate shoppers are signing petitions to urge C&A to offer compensation to the Dhaka fire victims.

This is happy news. These are things that we should celebrate.

We’ve come a long way since March 2007:

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On ‘modesty’, the purpose of breasts, and other things.

A while ago, I read an article about the evolution of breasts. I’m not terribly interested in breasts, but the article nicely confirmed my suspicion that evolutionary psychology has very little do do with evolution or science in general and everything with the worldview of the researchers. Apparently, for decades, research in this area consisted of male subjects rating pictures of naked women because obviously breasts must have evolved to please men. Only after twenty years of picture rating, in the late 80s, did it first occur to someone that women might have breasts because, you know, they might benefit the woman in some way. It’s funny and a bit sad at the same time and it’s yet another example of the privileged (I realise this word might be kind of… itchy to some people, but it’s so incredibly useful) naturally assuming that Everything Is About Them.

The huge purity/modesty debate that’s going on in the (post-)evangelical blogosphere at the moment (Preston Yancey has an overview) made me think about this again. ‘Modesty’ and ‘purity’ have never been as huge an issue for me as it apparently was for many of the contributors; I never went to a school that measured the length of skirts and I never went to a church or youth group that made me sign a virginity pledge. But they were issues nonetheless. I remember how some fellow students – male and female – argued for separate Bible study groups, so the guys wouldn’t be distracted from the Word of God by the cleavages of their sisters in Christ. I remember us – male and female – judging every expression of female sexuality as evidence of a ‘lack of self-respect’. I remember a Facebook friend, who, not that long ago, wrote a status update telling girls they would never be treated like princesses if they behaved like whores.

In all these cases, the underlying assumption is that it is All About The Men. How a girl looks, how she behaves, what she wears, the fact that she exists in the first place - it’s all about men, about pleasing men, tempting men, distracting men. Whenever we talk about a girl as pure, or modest, or ‘girlfriend material’, or as a prude or a slut or a whore, we’re denying her an existence independent from male experience. We’re denying her her own motives, her own individuality, her own story.

All of this is a lie. Dear men: women do not exist for your benefit. I do not exist for your benefit. I do not wear whatever I choose to wear to tempt (or avoid tempting) men. I wear it because I feel good wearing it. If you look at me and see a sexual being, that’s not because I want to send you a message, it’s because I am a sexual being. If it looks like I’m showing off my body, it’s not because I am insecure or lack self-respect – on the contrary, I’m probably enjoying one of these rare days where I am not insecure about my looks and just feel happy being me. If I appear in public makeup-less and with unshaven armpits I’m not doing it to deliberately repulse you, I probably just forgot or didn’t care to shave. If I don’t smile at you or flirt with you I’m not insulting you, I just have other things on my mind.

And my breasts are probably just a fat storage.

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thrift shop sewing

Confession: I like buying loads of stuff in a way that still allows me to think of myself as a sustainable and non-materialistic kind of person. Which is why I like buying (1) second-hand things and (2) crafting supplies: I’m not shallow and consumerist at all! That dress was only three euros / My muse set me up to this!

So imagine my delight when I discovered that our local thrift shop sells fabric leftovers. Or, if you wish, imagine me buried practically up to my armpits in a huge bin with a distinct old-people-smell, tossing bits of fabric around and making squeaky noises.

One of the things I found was an adorably patterned piece of summer cotton that proved just enough for a sleeveless blouse with black ribbon details. I’m not half as proud of the finished product as I am of the fact that I actually finished something - in less than a week, even!

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And, because I prefer screwing up over taking anyone’s advice, I figured out how to do the facing on the armholes all by myself (the key: deep, rational thinking & a ton of pins, many of which are now strewn across our living room floor waiting for someone barefooted to step on them).

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XPRAG 2013

It’s not exactly my field, but it’s still nice to be on the programme committee of the 5th Biennial Conference of Experimental Pragmatics:

The 5th biennial Experimental Pragmatics conference will be held from September 4-6, 2013, at Utrecht University, Utrecht, the Netherlands, under the auspices of the ESF research network EuroXprag (http://www.euro-xprag.org/).
The Experimental Pragmatics series aims at fostering interaction between linguistic, psychological, and philosophical approaches to utterance interpretation. Previous conferences in this series were held in Cambridge (2005), Berlin (2007), Lyon (2009) and Barcelona (2011).

Psychologists, (psycho)linguists, philosophers – the submission deadline is in 3 weeks so be quick!

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